It's been awhile since I posted anything on my blog. I have been thinking about what I could say. I feel a great deal of sadness in my heart with the recent events of the past few days. One of my comedy heroes has passed away. The great Robin Williams is no longer with us. I feel a sense of loss. His comedy and his films have had a huge impact on my life. From bringing me joy and laughter to tears. I don't know what to think or feel. It's interesting how people can impact your life without even meeting them, or knowing them on a personal level. I hope that the pain that he felt is now gone, and I hope that he feels at peace. When you commit suicide you are really in a hopeless place. I think upon my own life  and the challenges I face with my clinical depression bi-polar disorder. I hope that I never come to a place in my life where it's so dark that I can't see my way out and the only option is taking my life. Thankfully I am blessed with an amazing support system of family and friends. I also have an amazing Doctor that has found the right combination of medication that keeps my bi-polar in check. I'm not saying that I don't have rough times, or that dark times don't cross my path. I just feel in my heart that I am a truly blessed individual that has been given a unique set of challenges. These challenges make me who I am and I wouldn't change a thing. I feel sadness for Robin's family and friends. He gave so much joy to the world he truly will be missed. I'll miss his laugh and his ability to make me laugh.